That basically describes my mood today.
I've been worrying over my health one minute (sinuses are blocked), then high as a kite the next minute, joking around with my manager at work and having a good ol' giggle. Then walking home from work, I got irritable, and so down. I couldn't make myself walk more than half my usual walking speed. Then I sort of lost any ability to have feeling. I didn't feel happy, or sad, or irritable, or anything. I just want to lock myself in my room. I'm supposed to see boyfriend tonight but I just feel so... ugh... I have no motivation and I know I'll just either mope about, or end up exploding and arguing with him.
I wonder if this is a sort of 'come-down' from the adrenaline high I've been on the last few weeks. All that anxiety sending adrenaline shooting through my blood and keeping me tense and on edge. Now I'm more relaxed, I'm not even getting the heart flutters at the moment... maybe my body and mind has become so used to the adrenaline that it is like coming down off a drug now.
Bleh what am I waffling on about.
In other news, "Steeplejack" was today's random word.
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