by WorryBoots
@ 2008-05-21 - 00:16:52
A pill to make this all go away.
To not be feeling scared all the time, when I don't even know what I'm scared of.
To not have to see that look on my boyfriend's face when he was scared too that I was ill.
To not see my mum's face when she thinks the way I feel is her fault.
To feel normal.
To not see death in everything I do or everywhere I go.
To have a physical problem so when I explain to people what I'm feeling they won't frown as if to say "that's silly, just stop thinking like that".
My dad to love me.
To look in the mirror and see myself.
To not be a feckin fruitloop.
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